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Carolyn Fry ([personal profile] notyourcaptain) wrote2013-06-10 10:01 pm
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How Many Days?

Carolyn wasn't aware of how long she slept. A long time. The sleep was broken up by nightmares, brief moments of consciousness that quickly slipped away as her body forced her into rest. Maybe she was just that tired, maybe she just needed it. Or maybe the nightmares kept her from really resting as she should have been, so she slept longer to compensate.

Once or twice, she woke up to find Riddick at her bedside, one firm hand on her shoulder as though to keep her from levitating off the mattress. She was barely awake long enough to acknowledge him. The nightmares were awful and persistant - pitch black and full of viscous blood. She couldn't see anything, but she could hear everything, smell it, feel it, the tearing flesh, the cooling rock under her hands, the screeching and hissing. Now and then, a hand would come out of the dark and haul her to her feet, pulling her out of the dream.

When she finally came back to herself, rested but disoriented, it was dark outside and she had no sense of time, didn't know if it had been hours or days. The light at the ceiling still filled the apartment with a sickly glow and she turned slowly onto her back, finding herself achy and stiff, as though she'd been rigid and tense the whole time. She cleared her throat and blinked slowly, not even sure if Riddick had kept his word, if he had stayed by his side the whole time.
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[personal profile] seesblind 2013-06-12 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
Fry’s sleep has been broken and restless for the most part, something he knows because he’s never been too far away. There are moments when she drifts off completely, when her muscles untense and Riddick is sure she’s forgotten everything bad that’s happened to her. But as soon as she does it seems the nightmares return, and by the end of the night he wonders just how much rest she’s gotten.

“You awake this time?” Riddick stands in the doorway, the light from outside filtering in through the thin curtains. He wonders how it is he became a guardian, her screwed up angel watching over her. He wants to ask her about the dreams, about his own dreams of the place that isn’t that world, the place he can see them when he sleeps.
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[personal profile] seesblind 2013-06-12 02:18 am (UTC)(link)

“Maybe 8 hours. You were restless.” He doesn’t say more, letting her assume what she will about him watching her rest. He moves across the room, sliding the curtain open to let in more of the light, carefully looking away from the window. “You were dreaming.”

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[personal profile] seesblind 2013-06-12 04:49 am (UTC)(link)

“Dreams or nightmares.” He doesn’t really see much of a difference between the two things, always so close in his own experience. “Might be worse before you get better.”

“The shower is across the hall,” he says as he heads back out of the room. There’s more to say, to ask her if she’ll be alright, to tell her that she called out his name and others during the worst parts of her rest. He’s sure they won’t like any of the answers. “I’ll make you a key.”

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[personal profile] seesblind 2013-06-12 05:45 am (UTC)(link)

Riddick has always lied as easily as he’s breathed. He can make the truth suit his purposes or spin an entirely new world to suit his needs. It’s telling that he pauses before answering Fry, not sure of an answer to give her.

“I have them too. The dreams.” Dreams of her hand slipping from his, of his scream echoing through the night air. He sees Kyra jumping toward him, sees himself swinging ahead of the sun on Crematoria trying to outrun it in order to save her. These things have never haunted him before. “Maybe you’re not the only one who needs it.”

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[personal profile] seesblind 2013-06-12 06:41 am (UTC)(link)

He turns, catching the look that she’s giving him. Riddick isn’t sure he can explain, rubbing his hands over his face, pushing up his goggles to rub at his eyes. “Give both of us some peace.”

How exactly is another story. He just knows he’ll sleep better knowing she’s safe. “Do you ever have dreams, not about this place? About somewhere like this.”

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[personal profile] seesblind 2013-06-14 01:27 am (UTC)(link)

“A city.” He repeats her words dully. It’s not just him, then. There are more things he remembers, sitting on a rooftop with Kyra, men in capes playing at being vigilantes. He sees her, too, Fry. She’s the thing he sees the most. “We were both there. You had the scar.”

He could trace it out, and he’s never seen it. Riddick is sure that he has traced it out, more than once. “Jack was there. Kyra, she calls herself.”

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[personal profile] seesblind 2013-06-14 05:26 am (UTC)(link)

"I don't know," he admits, not bothering to prevaricate. It's worrying, remembering these things and knowing she does too. Riddick watches her, not moving from the door. "Memories. Dreams. Both."

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[personal profile] seesblind 2013-06-14 05:40 am (UTC)(link)

"Gotham," he says, voice low and rough. The memories getting stronger, becoming many where there had been few. He remembers pulling her into his lap, her hands pushing off his goggles as their lips met. Riddick remembers scaring her, trying to keep her safe, mixed up thoughts for a mixed up city.

It's nothing that should have happened. His muscles are tense, needing every bit of his legendary willpower in that moment. "It was called Gotham."

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[personal profile] seesblind 2013-06-14 06:12 am (UTC)(link)

Connections are dangerous things, caring for people is a thing he's avoided. No one has broken his barriers before her and then Kyra. The realisation of how completely those walls had been torn down is deeply disturbing.

"This place is impossible," he points out, taking the few steps across the room he needs to. Riddick brushes his hand over her hair, his fingers trailing down her neck to rest on her shoulder. The touch is tentative, strange and yet familiar.

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[personal profile] seesblind 2013-06-14 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)

Riddick doesn't want to tell her about his dreams, about the things he remembers and the way people have spoken to him. "You ever have dreams like this before?"

He can still feel her hand pulling away from him, stolen by one of those things on that planet. Just as he can remember the taste of her skin, the softness of her hands against his chest. Riddick meets her eyes, his fingers curling under her chin. "You really believe that?"

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[personal profile] seesblind 2013-06-15 12:17 am (UTC)(link)

"Something made us forget." Just like something has delivered them, first to Gotham and then to here. Being manipulated and controlled this way makeshim angry, a dangerous sort of anger that he's rarely let himself feel. Riddick fights against it, the touch of her hand helping to ground him.

It's enough to press him down toward her, for him to touch her skin, to cradle her face in his hands. This he remembers, and he wonders how he could ever forget.

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[personal profile] seesblind 2013-06-15 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
"You should shower," he repeats his words from earlier, taking a deep breath before he pushes back to his feet. This is too much for them both, Riddick needs time to process this, to get his control back.
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[personal profile] seesblind 2013-06-15 01:34 am (UTC)(link)
"I'll be here," he says to her, sure that he knows what she's thinking. It comes from knowing her, here and apparently in Gotham as well. "Can't get rid of me that easily."

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